Jumat, 05 Juni 2015

Brain or heart?





Today accidentally I met my first crush when I was on childhood.
and I was like "Oh my God, she is getting hot" then, there was an argument between my heart and my brain.

My heart  : "I want her, I want her, I want her, I want her!"
My brain  : "Creepy!! stop it!! she is too awesome for you. stop expect too much or you will get hurt again!"
My Heart : "Sayy whaaat? that feeling come back again bro! and I was thinking about the first time I saw her, and how after that I couldn't  forget her and I’m beating like crazy! and you know this is happening again. Im so happy :'). Her smile. did you see that? you know that smile was stunning on her face, that was so beautiful, didn't you feel it bro?"
My brain : "No, I can't feel anything, I just brain. But, do you know what I think? I just want to fuck her"
My heart : "you are fucking moron! -____-  Listen, I know you want her too. don't feel like you are the smartest one, and you know everything about me. this actually just happened,  isn't it?  do you know what that’s mean? and why is suddenly happening? God give us another chance to get her!  a chance for women you really wanted to for looong time. :') so, don’t  miss your fucking chance again!”
My brain : *God give us another chance to fuck her. Corrected.”
My heart : You are an asshole! Im not playing around, I really want her bro :')
My brain : “I have a bad feeling about this, but whatever. Do whatever you want”

Yeahh I decided to text her. Maybe my heart was right.

Me  : Hey, what are you up to?
Her : Hey… you again,  just playing with my baby in my room.
Me  : eh? Who’s  baby? you mean, your little sister?
Her : Nonono.. just my baby, I have baby now. oh, forgot to tell you, I got married :) Its imposible for my mom get a baby, she turn 60yo now hahah  :p
Me  : *End chat* *crying in the corner*


Yeaahhh.... Thats why you better listen your brain.